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The power of evoking interest in her has awoken him to the point of sleeplessness.
He desires her presence, but his astraddle behavior keeps him at a distance.
He communicates his needs and frustration to be with her.
She feels the frustration of his indecisiveness; she craves for him to come to her.
“What keeps him from me?” She wonders.
She: “Do you ever finish what you start? Especially, with me? You won’t let me go, but something is keeping you from fully engaging me.” .
He: “I need to see you, I just don’t know what’s wrong.”

She: “Let me know when you do know what’s wrong”.
He: “Not seeing you, is what’s wrong.”  
She: “Maybe I’m wrong for you. I don’t know.  Your attraction to me may not be strong enough to do what you need to do.”  
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He: “My attraction to you is too strong.”
She: “Then you have a decision to make.”
She knows of the reasons why he is apprehensive.
He is unhappily committed to another, while professing his attraction to her.
She feels the same attraction, but refuses to pursue him the way he’s pursuing her.
She is cautious of entering  into a love triangle, for she’s experienced the same in the past.
She however, feels no guilt getting what she needs from him...warm body when she needs, for she desires not a traditional relationship from him, just one of the flesh.

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