Her Name was Eunice

An angel, Eunice, she was bestowed upon her mother; but it was not to be.

An angel she was often forgotten by her maternal.

An abandoned Angel, of circumstance.

We know not how she became.

Was it an act of ravishment of her mother? Was it a mishap?

No one knows! But Eunice, she was not alone in the world.

She had other Angels on Earth to watch over her and keep her safe.

Her Earth Angels loved her.

Her Earth Angels fed her.

Her Earthly Angels kept her close and tied to their backs and sides.

But it was not to be.

For one Earthly Angel left to attend to other Charges.

The other fell ill and could not care for Eunice.

She was given to her mother.

Eunice, she succumbed shortly after.

An Angel, Eunice was gifted to us, but it was not to be.

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