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#GoodMorning


I'm always grateful to wake up every morning, ready for new beginnings.  Oh my gosh, triple digits today in temperature.  I'll only drive until 12 today, then come home and sit in my air conditionless (yeah it's a word or not) apartment.


This morning I woke up, still unsure about life, but eager to go out there and make a difference and not waste my day.  Ever since I moved to my own place, I've run out of money so I've been driving Lyft to pay for little bills, not rent.  I have to build up again. Riders ask me often if I like driving Lyft.  My answer is always, no.  I do it because I need to. That's the truth.  That does not mean I drive angry and rude, not at all.  In fact I have a 4.8 out of 5.0 rating. So with that said, I have to go do my morning drive.

I've actually had to rent out one of my bedrooms out, since it's not being used.  Renting out bedrooms is actually a big thing here in California.  People can't afford rent so they just rent rooms, which helps me tremendously while trying to save up again.  Waiting patiently to go back to work when school opens in two weeks, especially since I got a raise.

Have a great day everyone!

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